one kiss.. and life altogether changed forever… why me … shadow lover… is that my purpose  ? 

 i remember seeing you for the first time and my senses too quickly tried to tell me how far we would travel … never once i imagined how important or needed you would become in so little time… 

than it happened …our bodies intertwined in a moment of passion  and no matter how many bath or showers i take ..your smell , flavor and aroma i carry forever… is it so selfish to want more ? to want it all…    I knew the rules yet I feel so lost and cheated of something greater,  something that maybee i can’t even handle or not even sure i am so ready for…but i care about it all the same…

i want you yesterday …. this morning , last night , tomorrow , next week,  next year….. i know me ….  i am forever lost inside a big bottle unable to come out … yet i can see it all… you make me wanna live.. and bring me happiness beyond my expectations…

i wont even dare to speak  words we often use to express how we feel …  words thats all they are … but what i feel inside we both know what it is.. this magic feeling we are afraid to give a name….

the forbidden fruit we share so passionately…  if the heart was made of crystal and was visible to all … we would be in a world of trouble…

One life to live… To Be or not to be…..