I tought of 13 ways to tell you what you mean to me. and how you changed my life. Everytime i wrote a word on my pad i found them weak and unrepresentative of how i truly feel about you .  To Accurately describe my feelings for you , i would need words like medals pressed into time and battle tested….  Since i won’t claim to be so eloquent… i rather hope that one day my medium is a dream…. there i’ll be free to tell you the fruits of my my passion for you .  Until that day,  i shall continue to live in the shadow of your smile.